while i was focusing on my work a lot of people told me i suck at being good or try to be good, it is really hard to stay positive in such a negative world hold on to me never let me go. i know it is bad but what can i do i got nothing else to do this is my only option to make to take and to do this is my only road what the fuck we only have on life to live and the next one we don’t know how it is going to be it shall see in the future to see what is coming up next hell yeah, let’s do it guys let’s bring heaven back to earth we can do it, all the angels are here come on guys perfect.
Well, here it is, the truth, I got the moves like jagger, well this ain’t much but it’s honest work, I don’t know what is running thru my mind right now but sometimes I wonder, I just sit there in my room all blackness all dark trying to sleep and it hit me, pain, so much pain, all over the place, loneliness and pain, growing up to fast too soon. Maybe this is what it should be, but sometimes I wonder how am I going to do it? How am I going to be successful on youtube, and on my blog, and with my cryptocurrency.
How am I going to win? How am I going to make money, How am I going to find my soulmate , how am I going to do it?
I just wonder if it is possible or not.
This I got stuck up in my head right now, sorry for bothering I know you don’t want to see me.