I don’t know how to rap

How can I be Rap God if I don’t know how to rap I tried to listen to some rappers but it is so hard learning this skill, it feels bad man but I try my dream is to become like Eminem I had this vision with him being my friend I love Eminem he is my best imaginary friend.

I was like that because many people hated on me for no reason so I feel sorry for the people who don’t appreciate my kindness, I used to be a lot of fun in my teens but now it feels worse, I am sorry mother if I fail but I try do my best sometimes the whole world feels like its a burden on my shoulders all the time.