As I walk through this world I can’t think only one thing that is on my mind and I feel the need to share it, on our road through life you may meet new people new families and new faces but nothing compares to the feeling of belonging and even through we may be here for a little while I just want to tell that I love you and I miss you, even though you are not with me I still respect you and I can’t forget you, the times we shared together were great, I feel the need to tell you that if it wasn’t for you I may not be here today, the fact that just for a moment you loved me even for a second got me through all this pain and sorrow, even for a moment your love changed my life in the good direction, even for a moment if it was not for you I would not be here today even though you do not like me or think I am a wired guy I would never do anything to hurt you, I have my problems I confess but to you it just feels happy to be alive today, the hardships I had made me the man I am today and if it was not for your love I didn’t knew what to do, I was just useless, an afraid child in a black full of sorrow world who dreams about reading each and every single day, a lonely kid washing through a vast land of forgiveness, a creepy child understood by nobody, I was just a kid with big dreams and when my dreams were finally over I had to take it all from zero all over again, I had to grow up, I had to realize that I am not the only one and you are not too, the fact that I am writing this from 16 years old just made me do it, I just want to live up to my dream I know I am lucky but if you were not there for me when I needed you the most that just makes you not lucky as I am, the fact that I actually made it to this day gives me so much confidence today and yes I am a good guy I want only progress for all, but being this good has gotten me to a level where I am afraid of it, I can’t be not afraid anymore it just feels like my problems are too real and too scary and my plans are so big I am paralyzed of them, people love me, I am a doctor, I am a sinner, I am a man but nobody and I mean nobody knows my real truth, I was just a kid dreaming of life, I was just a boy trying to survive in this world, a child growing up making mistakes and learning, learn from your mistakes always it will get you to heaven, I dreamed about you and I still dream I will never give up because you are still my friend and I trust you and love you very much.
The End.
