Fear of regret and fear of rejection

As we continue through our journey through time and space I see a light at the end of the tunnel I see hope, I see flowers, I see them rising I see them as pure as they can be. In our worlds, this kind of things is outrageous not to mention the difficulty by them which stand.

I see myself rising from the ashes of the Phoenix, I see myself being reborn into a world of misery and regret.

This place was not meant for me.

The only thing that keeps me alive right now are the only things that keep me disabled.

I fear there will come a day when all of this will be over and we could rest in peace all together.