Asethabalanar The Pharaoh

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I come from a poor country called Romania, our native language is Romania and it sounds like this: “Salut” which means “Hi”.

My language is pretty tricky and needs a lot of rehabilitation because it has started to mispronounce some words. We live in Romania in the central east of Europe. We as Romanians have a duty which they call patriotism, we have just adopted democracy in 1989 we are a democratic country taking part in the European Union, our president is Klaus Iohannis, my country is very poor because it just adopted democracy we have no dictator anymore we can do whatever the hell we want, the problem is not the country but its people of course. We as Romanians have the right to be free, we as Romanians have the right to live a free life, poor or rich we have the right to freedom. That is classy, as long as I live I will fight for this country to be free from war, free from poverty, and to free its mind. I call out to all Romanians all over the world to free their mind from poverty and from money, we do not need money to set us free, we can be free and be poor as well. The important fact is not to have money but to be free enough to spend it on what we want, we have the right to freedom! Freedom of the mind, freedom of speech, and freedom of thought, we are the free thinkers of Europe, we do not want wars, we want peace, and I am going to fight for this peace as long as I live.

We have the democratic right to do as we please, to speak what we want and to live in peace and harmony we have the right to speak up to the world and meet us, greet us with the kindness of speech and humility, we have the right to be seen as equal and responsible for the things that we do as anybody else in this world, we have the right to freedom, and freedom is the best ability we could obtain here in Romania. We are free in Romania, Romania is a free country, Romania is the best country I have seen, Romania is beautiful, Romania is like a beautiful flower just blooming after the spring. Romania is in my heart and my soul and it will forever be this way!

Let’s begin with a little issue I have, I went to the doctor and said to me I have a psychotic episode, after that, they changed their minds saying I am bipolar, and I was like ok but I don’t feel different at all…

First of all, I was diagnosed with psychotic episodes after that they put it in the psychotic episode with influences in schizophrenia and after that, they told me I was bipolar. Can they make up their minds? What do I have, am I really crazy? Can I take a test saying I am not crazy? How do they judge when they put the stamp calling someone insane for having his own beliefs? How do you tell a person is crazy or not, how can they judge you like that? How do they know for real? How can they be 100% sure that I have a psychotic episode or schizophrenia or I am bipolar, how can they tell for real? I am just as normal as you are, am I afraid? Yes, I am, do you want to know why? Because people have this ability to stock their finger in your face and tell you you are insane for believing different than them, If I believe in Buddha and my father believes in Jesus what is the point in all this, am I the insane one or he is? You can never truly tell if a person is insane or not do you know why? Because that person has it’s own beliefs and it’s own judging capacity, nobody wants to be in a stray jacket, nobody wants to be locked down or to be tied to a bed, nobody wants to be isolated in a building because they say you are insane. Nobody wants to sit in jail, nobody wants to be insane, everybody wants to be free ok?

This is for real if they tell you that you are insane or they diagnose yourself with a mental disease you are probably going to get locked up. They treat you like you are in a penitentiary, you are not allowed to call or have any contact with the outside world, you just sit there with a bunch of crazy people (just like you) and stare at the walls, of the building, they say you are insane to have a reason to tie you up, to lock you up like in prison saying you are a threat to society. Is that even true? I mean I didn’t hurt anybody but there I am locked in a mental hospital because I choose to have my own rights and privileges, because I wanted to make a change, because I wanted to show people there are many ways you can view a problem, but people are so limited man you can never tell if he’s actually speaking the truth or even lying to oneself…

The beer is restricted I am not allowed to drink alcohol, I am not allowed to drive, I have to take medicine in the morning and by nightfall. I usually take my medicine at about 8:30 am, and the other one at about 9 pm.

I take pills in the morning and I take pills at night so I can sleep better, lol.

Like I have a problem man this is insane how people judge you, do you sleep, do you believe, do you breathe? How can somebody tell me I am insane if all I do is mind my own business, people should research this on the web, I’m not saying that doctors are bad I’m just saying that they are evil, they do not have the capacity to judge because it has been taken from them.

Nothing in this world may sound so absurd and so grotesque than to live a life knowing you may not make it to its end. Nothing is more of a facade than to live a life by pleasing others, we do not wish to stay here to be obedient sheep-like lambs to the slaughter, we are here because we are the wolves that howl to the moon in its brightful glory we are the ones who hunt you guys down, we are the ones that do not accept slavery we are the ones you torment for being superior beings than others we are the brain of this hypocrisy of men and women all gathering around and having sex, we are the wolves that hunt the sheep we are the ones to say this howl of the moon when we gather around we are the ones who shout for aid than rather listen to what people have to say we are the fighters of this new glory apocalypse that is coming. We make this world better because we exist we are the Uranus in our solar system, we are the moon, the stars and the suns of all galaxies, we may be passing by but you will never forget us because we will live forever like this, in your memory.

I have been prominent with this fact lately that many people walk around mindlessly going all over the place where they shouldn’t actually be, like myself, for instance, I was down I was breaking, I was on the deepest pothole on the verge of a mental collapse I was everything you shouldn’t be, but I survive right? I survived what was and I will survive what is coming, therefore, I’m still here, I want to ask you some questions alright?

What if your life started from old age and continued to birth?

What if your mother does not love you?

What if your life was meant to please others?

What if I told you that you actually have 0 power of will?

What if I said some nasty things about you behind your back?

What if we will not ever find true love in this world?

What if we are actually aliens who have been born to earth to populate it to give this planet a meaning?

What if we have never experienced this before? What if I am Don Juan?

What if women like and want me for being tall and handsome and big and juicy?

What if I told you that this was a joke and you shouldn’t have read this at all?

What if this world in its chaos will sometimes deliver the most beautiful flowers to us at the best unexpected time and in the most unexpected place?

What if this world was made to create other worlds, what if I am beautiful?

Why do I have so many questions you should ask? Well I am here, breathing, alive, and I’m not rude to anybody so it’s true chaos out there there is nothing under control, nothing at all, we just fly like mosquitoes on our nearest target or victim, we just fly aimlessly into nothing, we will collapse from nothingness if we continue this way, but it’s all about cause and effect, isn’t it? Right, we cause something, therefore, we suffer the consequences of our own actions, this should be repeatable enough.

Have a great day ladies and gentlemen!

Sometimes is better to a hut up and close your eyes, turn the other cheek around just so you don’t hurt people who loved you, not in my case naah, words can hurt and will hurt if you let them.

Sometimes is better to just mind your own business and don’t hurt anybody sometimes it’s better to be the sheep than the Shepherd or just make it look that way anyway, nobody knows what you are thinking right? Well, we all are here on earth to prove something right?

We are here to prove who’s the alpha male, to prove yourself to the community to prove you are the best, ain’t we alpha males?

Well, we all would want that, but what if we ain’t got it in us to be the alpha male? What if we are the sheep and the alpha male is out there roaming around, what if we ain’t good enough for them?

I’m here to prove you wrong, you are good enough you just don’t know it yet, you just let people stick a finger in your face and tell you you’re no good, and when things get hard you look for something to blame like a big shadow that you see on different people’s faces.

You just do that because you think you ain’t good enough for this world that we live in, and I’m here to tell you that you are probably right, you may not be good enough today, but I promise you if you work hard on your goals and dreams you might make it one day, maybe that day is not today but someday you might actually make it and you will shout to the world “Thank You God” because without you I would be nothing at all.

This sums up my response to, sometimes it’s better to shut up than give in to people who don’t value or respect you, just shut up and show them your results instead of just talking about results, just show them πŸ‘

Keep the peace brothers and sisters because I’m coming home ❀

I always try to sustain myself like my health I always put myself first I don’t know why it’s like a heavyweight was lifted from my shoulders when I work out I feel freer, more healthy than I was before like I was trapped in a foreign dimension of some sort now I am free.

Sport really is for me a situation when I loosen up, forget my worries and just work out you know? It’s like a machine that always keeps on giving you what you want and what you need every hour of the day seven days a week. When you fight for progression you actually fight for your soul I can tell you that.

The first time I started working out I was 17 and by now you may have wondered, well now you are 28 where’s the progress? Well lately my life was on the verge of collapse, I have been hospitalized several times for my mental disease but now I’m working through it.

I’m working out on my mental health and working out my body also, body and soul. I am working out my body my muscles and my brain also so don’t be fooled by my great physique because I have a pretty strong mind alsoπŸ‘Œ

This year I plan to change my life for good if you are with me hit the thumbs up button and see you in later posts πŸ‘

The disease of the century is only in our minds, we ourselves got to clean it and if we don’t we will stay sick forever, I myself am struggling from this disease trying to get out it’s such a big pain to me that I have to write this I have been badly hurt from my family and our ancestors we live so rapidly you don’t even notice I was there, do you?

This is for my niggas all around the globe we hear you talk we hear you speak we hear you shout from the bottom of your nerves, we hear you cry we hear you ask for help, we need your help, we need your hand, we need your rally for cry, we hear you sleep we hear you beg for mercy we hear you cry out for help when your mouth is wide shut, we can hear your nerves crying and cracking, we hear your mouth that never stops speaking and we are listening to it.

We know you are there, we know who to trust and who not to trust we can hear your agony we hear your despair we are here to set your free.

We are here to free you from your mind your ego, your selfishness, and your thoughts we can hear your thoughts crying for help and asking for forgiveness we hear your mutual understanding about this new concept of yours.

We hear you Mephisto, we are your tribe now, come and seek us, seek our shelter our gifts and our Narnia, come sit on my lap and cry for mother nature to forgive you for all your sins, cry for mother nature, cry for mother nature, cry for mother nature, cry us for help.

Sometimes survival mechanisms pop-out into nothing, sometimes survival mechanisms control us, we are still part animals part mammals part human, part cyborg, we use this technology for our benefit, not for our destruction, we need to benefit from this, either financially or horoscopically, we need to get things done like right now.

We must wake up, wake up from this matrix, wake up to the universe, wake up to the star seed, we are the star seeds and we must survive at all costs, we must reproduce we must flourish we must live to see another day we must get up in the morning and go to work, work for your cause, work for your ambition, work for your inner being, work on anything that you love and care about.

We must go to work, that is the pain I feel. That I have to work to survive, if I didn’t work I would be a loser with no job or a car or an apartment, I would be homeless, that is my biggest fear and regret anyway, that I would end up homeless without a car, a wife or a job.

This writing keeps me up late at night knowing that everything is going to be alright and I don’t have to starve to death in my late years.

My parents will leave me they will go to the countryside they might die also, maybe unexpectedly or maybe from old age, I don’t know.

I wish my parents will live to see me get well and have a home a family and children.

Wish my family would see me as a father and not a kid, I wish they would understand that I am not like a common kid, I’m not like everybody, I am myself, I am a Starseed.

I wish I could tell you guys about this, in my late teens I had a mental breakdown and from that my parents thought I was crazy and they took me to the hospital several times until now and they think I am a lunatic and they yell at me and shout because I am different from them because I have my own cause to fight for because I have my own pain, my own karma, my own life, I can be independent you know.

I live life day by day trying to build something for my own, trying to build an empire from the ashes of a forgotten world, a forgotten country, and a forgotten man, I don’t care if anybody loves me, the pain I feel today is breaking me down to bits.

Life is hard when you have no one to talk to so this is why I am sending you this message, I live with my parents and my brother in an apartment in Romania, my dad is stupid, my mom is great, my brother ignores me, without regret.

My dad is shouting, he thinks I’m aloof, but to me, my dad is always the best, I still love him but he has some issues and problems he’s kind of old now and has a very negative thinking method, he is always ready to go to war he always wants to brag about me and how much I smoke, he says that I smoke his money, that I don’t earn enough for me, that I am a wreck and crazy and stuff like that.

I will always love my dad no matter what, and I know in my heart that he is a good man but I have to keep some distance from him because I think he is a dangerous man.

He hit me once and I never want to go back to that, he shouts at me but I never raise my voice at him, I never say a word, you don’t get what you give, you can always get what you deserve.

This is the end of this story I hope you liked it.

When I first started this blog I had no clue where it would end up, but today I have a mission, to see every kid in the World do whatever means necessary to make them happy and fulfilled so the next generation of babies would top up to the throne and never be alone.

I watched TV in my childhood, I was the kid with the keys on its neck and now I’m a grown man an adult.

I am here to subscribe to my newsletter for us to know the fact of the immediate principles that hold the foundation of our society. I am here to write on behalf of my country and my family, to write for the good of others.

Karma is like a wheel when you turn it around it catches you up by surprise, you may never know the value of a moment until you have lost it. I may write this to you for years and years because I am still learning what this process means, it is like a cocoon we are here the slaves to this torment like Lady Sylvanas said.

I make peace with myself and forever on we press on moving forward to our future. I am nothing but a motivational speaker, a writer in disguise in this body flesh of mine, writing makes me forget who I am for a fraction of a second I am who I want to be.

This world is crazy enough to hold us all, we are the children of nature and evolution, I don’t believe in God I believe in nature.

God is a man while nature is energy.

I cannot touch energy but I can touch the man, I am a man made out of energy.

We as the people must unite in harmony for our lives and our culture and our country, we the people must unite for a better cause, a better future and a better today and tomorrow

The system

The system is made for us to know what is better , the path we chose in life or our habitats.

The system is made for people like me who follow deep thought patterns along the way.

The system has built in hydraulic patterns that govern all kinds of speacies.

The system was made for us to flourish not by mean and awful things we believe in.

The system is our kingdom to come by the Love of our God almighty in the heavens.

The system was built to protect and serve it’s inhabitants.

The system was built for a secure way to manage your funds when you don’t have none to spare.

The system takes care of our daily chores activities like walking on water and breathing.

As a Pharaoh I need this system to survive and make something out of this to conquer the whole world with it, the system is prepared for whatever it may encounter along the way. The system will merge and evolve to new patterns when it has reached it’s limit, the system will go on and on and on with nothing to do but just to exist on this planet.

Alone.

Game God

This is me playing Li Ming in Heroes of the storm.

I have always considered to be a Hero, but as long as I have the time to actually play the game it takes me a lot of time to do so.

So this article is about games, video games actually and more like PC games than actual play station or xbox. I consider myself a Game God because I play a lot of video games and since I was a child I wanted to be like God. I don’t know which God but like one.

So this is me I grew up now and still play video games as it was my last day on earth. I still play Heroes of the Storm and Overwatch and League of Legends and Dota. I live my life like I just smoked my last blunt. This is Why I am writing this because you might never know who your going to end up with at the end. So I’m writing all this mumbo jumbo stuff to warn you guys, I am a God I don’t know which one but I am one for sure so when you ask me the next question about reality and stuff like that , take a note, sit back roll up some G’s and take selfies while you’re at it because this night we going to party wild. I am the party starter , fking instigator LOL. I’m the fear addicted, danger ilustrated.

Just kidding I really am a prodigy fan. Ever since I started smoking I had all these illusions in my head like I am the best, I am a God , I am the biggest baddest motherfucker out there, but that is not totally true, I am not bad and neither my parents are.

We are just a great big happy family who wants to fit in this world of ours, when we judge we tend to judge by it’s cover but we actually judge a person by it’s skin color, it’s clothes and it’s appearance just like a book’s cover.

When we start to yell at each other for no reason or just a minor setback of the main plan we tend to destroy everything, this is God’s plan with us and we are here to do so. So the next time you judge a book by it’s cover make sure you take a sneak peak on what’s inside also. Just so you don’t die stupid.

Take care!

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